This is it, the start of autumn, which ended our friendship.
I used to see your smile everyday, you were there in the middle seat,
cheering like crazy, made me happy.
I can always only see you from the distance. Everything, ever moments you do,
was so important to me. Maybe this fear or this puny courage which holds me back.
I wasn't ever try until....
Wondering how she felt when you touch her palms, smiling to her only, your world seemed
focused to her now. I was gazing trough the window until you called my name,
you know what, you almost made me fall of my chair, haha.. I couldn't see your face back then,
I was too nervous I think. I didn't say anything, I couldn't hear what you were asking me,
all I felt was my tears, fell of.
I'm sorry, I started like this, it's just like something stuck in your mind and you don't know how to
get them out. I just want to apologize. Now we're adults, and..