I'm lucky, I'm numb, I can't feel my pain.
I can't stop hear your painful whispers.
I try to tell you the truth,
but I keep shouting my lie, that we hate each other.
I can't stand looking at your face,
reminds me of our lovely past that... past.
Now I keep telling myself I'm hating you,
so these tears won't come out,
nothing stop me,
cause my pain doesn't alert me,