Numb

I'm lucky, I'm numb, I can't feel my pain.

So ironic,

I can't stop hear your painful whispers.

I try to tell you the truth,

but I keep shouting my lie, that we hate each other.

I can't stand looking at your face,

reminds me of our lovely past that... past.

Now I keep telling myself I'm hating you,

so these tears won't come out,

nothing stop me,

cause my pain doesn't alert me,

I'm numb

I'm numb..